Why is it called : " Falling in love " ?

Hey world,

today is the aniversary of my cousin and her boyfriend. Wanna know how long they've been together? Exactly seven years . Even though he moved to australia last year or so , they still hold onto each other. Ain't that a beautiful love-story? So , just sending out my congratulations to those two. You are my inspiration for the following words.
You know , love is something that don't need reasons and excuses. We love because we love. Not because he/she is kind , funny , good-looking , sweet, romantic or something else. Because there are people out there who share the same characteristics or are even better.
You can't reason why you love someone. It is just as it is. Love needs a lot of luck. First you need luck to find the one you can fall in love with. Second is to find the perfect moment to fall in love. Many of them just pass by without you even realising it and then you end up being friends. But why is it called falling in love?
If you are in love , doesn't it feel more like flying? We all know, humans can't fly ( besides when they're on a plane ) but the moment we fall, the moment before we hit the ground , doesn't it pretty much feel like flying?
And now , here is the third reason why you need luck. Because the other part has to catch you . If you're unlucky and he doesn't response to your feelings then you hit the ground really hard.
But if he catches you , you never hit the ground and know how it feels to fly. I think my cousin found this person , who will always catch her and give her the feeling of flying. Hopefully , one day , I'll find the person who is worth catching and... hopefully , at that time, I'll have the courage to jump. Let's see if she will catch me.


Here is my cousin and her BF :

Success is calling you.

Hey world,

just taking my usual break from learning. Well , I was reminiscing old times. So much happened.
You know , in my teenage years ( about 14 -17 ) , I think that I screwed up a lot. I was out clubbing and meeting up with people who weren't what I thought they would be. I always thought hanging out with them and doing what they do was cool and all. But it truly wasn't. It was bullshit. I skipped school and argued with my parents , thinking they were annoying, always babbling about school and stuff. Now I finally realised , whenever they lectured me , they were actually pushing me and I'm so thankful for that.
Well , to get to the point. Sitting here and learning might not be much fun. But it's my way. It's my hard work and I know it's worth it. What I want to tell you , is that you should work hard and pursue your dreams. Even if you fail a hundred times. Try again. Even if you fail a thousand times. Try again. If you are successful just once , ain't the effort worth it?
You know , nobody is able to tell you what you can do and what not. Only you know how much you want it and only you can decide to give up or try and if you've given up, it's never too late to try again.
You know , I didn't make it until the A-levels at first and had to move to my mom. You wanna know what the head-teacher of my school asked me?

"How about considering to stop school and get a job"

Which actually meant , sorry boy you don't fit the requirement. That was the turning point in my life. I stopped skipping school. I justput a little effort in it and I made it through the A levels and showed my head-teacher what I'm capable of.

Today I'm thankful for what I got.
I enjoy little things I can get for a buck.
I'm happy that I have never given up.
Life tastes so much better if you're living on top.
Whatever you want , you should never stop

I worked hard ,
Thinking deep and played the right card.
Always have an ace up in my sleeve.
Never stopped to hope and believe.

A few last words from me to you.
Believe in what you do.
Because...



Success is calling you.

Late new year's special

Hey world,

just wanted to tell you some things about our New years celebration here in jena.
It took place last sunday. In case you don't know , we celebrated the lunar new year. Well , it was kinda late , cause even the lunar new year already passed by.
It was a big performance done by the vietnamese here in jena.
There was also a broadcast about it in the local news.

It was really fun. Hopefully you all had a good start into the year of the dragon.

PS. In case you didn't know, the double-breasted Jackets are coming back. Inspired by military dress code , the designer all around the world adepted that. No matter if leather jackets, pea-coats , coats or cardigans. They can turn every jacket into a double breasted one. My personal favourite is the pea-coat. I really love it.
It goes well with like everything. It can style up any tshirt , so that it looks less casual and basic and makes it more elegant. But also goes well with shirt and tie or bow.

Here are some pictures of the new years party (back-stage , on-stage and in-audience) and the pea-coat which I love so much.

When fiction turns into reality

This morning was just wonderful.
Even though it's january , the sun shined very brightly. Just the perfect time , to go out , smoke a cigarette and have a good-morning coffee on my balcony.
I just had some random thoughts which entered and left my mind in a beautiful mess.

My heart is like a cloud on a sunny day. Pure and easily moved by little things that make my imperfect world perfect. Spring slowly comes and I blink against the little lights that I see through my hand as I hold it against the sun.I can't hold onto this light just like I can't hold onto the moments which are even more beautiful. I realise , that letting those moments pass by , makes them so perfect. Because after that I realise that wishes have become true. That fiction turned into reality. That someday fate crosses my way and wouldn't it be better if I'd greet her with a smile ?

Little break , watching some videos on Youtube

Hey , stop and read this post !!!

Even though it's not really interesting. I just have a little break from learning. Gosh , you know , college-life is really nice (At least mine) , because you have like 4 month were you do nothing ( If you're lazy like me) besides party and going out with friends. But if you do nothing in these 4 month ( like I did) , you'll need to spend the last 2 month of your semester in the library and study , study , study.
As I already said , right now I'm taking a break. Meanwhile I was watching some Videos on youtube.
I really .... REA...LLY love Wong fu Productions. Their short films are so funny but they also do short films with more serious topics.
Also Kev jumba and Nigahiga are worth watching.
Oh and I just met a girl from Germany , who's also doing youtube videos. She's doing them for about three month now. Even though she might be a little inexperienced in acting and her expression is a bit stiff, she still got potential, I think.
Just watch some of her videos : "Bainshermin" .

Well , just wanted to recommend those videos in case you never heard of them ( which is like impossible for most of you)

Have a nice day and wish me luck on my upcoming exams ;)

Photos ( Library , Wong fu , Kevjumba , Nigahiga) :

Happy new lunar year : Time for a change

Well , for those who don't know , yesterday the year of the dragon started ( according to the lunar calendar ). People say it's an extremely successful year for work and economy. Well , either it is an extremly successful year or a total fail, because the dragon is an animal which has never been seen. So relying on it could equal relying on nothing.
But what I know for sure , this year holds a lot of changes (just like every year).
A little review and some things about me :
Well, I started blogging 15 month ago , when I had a really bad break-up with my ex-girlfriend. After that I met a bunch of new people and made it through my last year of High-school. Right now I'm in college (field of study : Economy) . I tried to change a lot. Like becoming more independent, acting more like an adult and changing my appearance ( mostly because of my ex).
But hey, there are always moments in your life that make you change. Changes are unavoidable. The only thing you can do , is to decide how to handle them. Just make the best out of it, stay true to yourself and don't be afraid of the future.

Well , the following pictures show a part of my college life. Like friends who do my nails ( WTF) , my new hairstyle ,how hard college can be, my favourite bbt shop ( left : White tapiokas !!) and what I do instead of studying =))